i guess i never expect anyone to read this. but if you do come across this, and find all these musings somewhat disturbing, i beg you not to be alarmed. maybe its just a space to come to when in need. maybe its just a respite, a corner for some self-reflection. maybe i think i would like to remember how messed up i was, in the future. maybe i could teach someone something.
please dont take any of this to heart, you, me, or anyone in the future who reads this.
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God bless, and have a nice day.